what to write?






I feel I should write but it feels that although everything is happening.. nothing is worth writing about or inspiring...

I went through a note book of mine from my senior year of high school the other day... it was pretty interesting to see what I'd written, I had written about thirty pages or more of a "book" about my life at that time. It talked about Dax and his addiction to drugs, My outlook on love, things Amy and I had gone and done.. and had all sorts of poems in it. Reading it made me realize I'd like to start writing in a journal again and yeah, maybe write a book one day.

I don't know if anyone would want to read a book on my life but i think it'd be fun to write, and very introspective and reflective to do. Maybe one day..

lately I've just been working and sleeping.. but i am excited to come to salt lake in a few weeks. should be lots of fun. :) Anyways that's all i guess.. thinking i might go spend some money i don't have and buy a new journal/notebook to write in..

~Tay






Ps- My sister took some pictures of all us girls and I hope she doesn't mind.. i've put them up on fcebook., myspace and now here. love my family and showing the pride!
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Hard Times
I know that with the economy and everything, we're all falling on hard times. I have a sister who may face loosing her home soon, I live pay check to paycheck, and still seem to owe some money somewhere. Even outside of economics, things seem to be hard for everyone. I know my family and myself are struggling with the highly likely death of my grandma any day now, and we all have our own personal battles we're facing as well. In short we are all on hard times. My only hope is that one day things will get better.. One day we will all be ahead, be able to not worry so much about fiances, or about ever-looming death. In my own personal battles, two songs come to my mind.. the first is Fast Car by Tracy Chapman. A song about always hoping and working for better but never really being able to reach it. The second song is called Incomplete. Its by Alanis Morissette. A little more hopeful I must say. It talks about how one day she'll be who is wants and where she needs to be in life. So to all of us on these hard times... I know it feels difficult and some days, hopeless but one day we'll all feel complete and our hard work, love and dedication will bring us peace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4-8WE6YizE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMshi2aS3-o
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